I a siting here on my chair thinking aboutthe past wht if i would of said no to cara and yes to the other. Now it is over and I am cofused and seem like I am on a road to no where. When it comes to love i dont knowif i am over her or ready to like aother. i think I like another but i am sure. My mind is going crazy and i am going crazy. I have no clue what to say and do. I want to love again but i was really in lve and i am not sure if i am ready to love again. I need a sign of something and i want i to be one of the ones i love like &%!#%$@ or *%&$^@# but I doubt it will happen